This is the story of a girl...

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world

.:→♥Little Devil Type♥←:.
But you never seem to run out of things to say.

That girl...is a lot more unstable than she looks.

♛ v o g u e b i s h o u j o @ lj

"I only did what I did because I loved her. I wanted her to know. I wanted everyone to know."

I know, somehow, the world will change for me- & be so wonderful~

& ~EVERYONE~ was a piece of my heart~ ♥
→love♥ doesn't need a rhyme or a reason to be←

[you think you'd be happy if granted one more wish]]
but the truth is
you'll never need more than →this←

We wondered what →happiness← would look like if we could give it a physical form.
If I'm not mistaken, I think it was Suzaku that said that the shape of happiness might resemble glass.
His reasoning made sense.
He said that even though you don't usually notice it, its still definitely there.
You merely have to change your →point of view← slightly & then that glass will sparkle when it reflects the light.
I doubt that anything else could argue its own existence more eloquently.

& here is a red balloon; I think of you, & let it go.
[[Everything will turn out to be alright]]
I want to live

(I don't know...well, maybe I'm in love)
Come on, come on, turn a little -faster-
Come on, come on, the world~ will follow after
Cuz everybody's after ♥love♥
[[Come on, come on, move a little closer]]
//come on, come on, I wanna hear you whisper//

& life's like an hourglass, glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button, girl- so cradle your head in your hands
& breathe...just...breathe...Oh, breathe...just...breathe...

[[But, my god, it's so beautiful when the boy -smiles-]]
There's a →light← at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far →in← as you'll ever be ←out→

& these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
[[if you only try turning around]]

I wouldn't trade the girl for a song~♫
→She lets me know right where I belong←
♫ it's a lullaby; ♪
♪ it's a beautiful life ♫
& it sings me to sleep most ~every~ night ♪
so I hold it close & I hide it away ♫
That's how I keep it from going astray ♪
♪ l♥ve doesn't need a rhyme or a reason to be;
♫ this is the story of Autumn & me~
I was named for a boy;
[[she was named for the fall]]

I'm gonna live my life~
I can't ever run and hide
I can't watch the time go by;

→I think what messes us up the most is that we have this ~perfect~ idea of how things should be←

"He knew he had fallen so far that he might as well be in a fairytale. He would die for her without hesitation. He would protect her & never let anyone hurt her. He would never hurt her. He would be her knight, her chevalier. He would love her...forever."♥

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you.
Yes, there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over ~you~

Start a new fashion, wear your ♥heart♥ on your sleeve
→[[you even might wind up being glad to be you]]←
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be ~enchanted~; you just might break through...to
[[Maybe it's just one wish away → ♥]]

→Life's worth living for~
Who knows what could happen? [[do your best]]

There's always a brand-new day!
BE YOURSELF (who are you?)
So →you← go & make it happen;
I'm telling you, there's always a brand-new day
I'm gonna live →today← like it's my last day.

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else can speak the words on your lips

Is this my life, I'm wondering?
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around?

Sometimes, he just makes me want to laugh.
Sometimes, he just makes me want to cry.

[[It's a place not very far]]
In your stereo, it's as close as where you are
In your radio, it's a sound that you can see

& I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go...
Romeo, save me! They're trying to tell me how to →feel←
This love is difficult- but it's real
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess
Romeo, save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you- but you never come
Is this in my head? [[I don't know what to think]]
He kelt to the ground & pulled out a ring & said,
☆Marry me Juliet- you'll never have to be alone
I love you & that's all I really know ♥

& in the air, the fireflies: our only light in ~paradise~
We'll show the world they were wrong, & teach them all to sing along
& as we lie beneath the stars, we realize how small we are,
If they could love~♥ like you & me, imagine what the world could be...!
If everyone cared & nobody cried,
(if everyone ♥loved♥ & nobody lied)
If everyone shared & swallowed their pride,

Then we'd see the day when nobody died.

& they say that a hero could save us
It's ♥love♥ that I'm sending to you

[[It was all too precious to let the rest of the world see.]]

It's a →first kiss; it's →flawless; really →something...
It's fearless.
Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand & drag me headfirst. Fearless.
And I don't know why, but with you I'd dance~
In a storm, in my best dress- fearless♥

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in ♥love♥ with you ♥
//some things are meant to be//

[[nothing's like before]]

Life is a work of ART- you gotta paint it COLORFUL
[[Can make it ~anything~ you want]]
Don't have to stick to any rules;
You don't need a "high IQ" to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt; just believe in yourself

- 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - tell me that you ♥love♥ me more
Teenage ♥ hearts ♥ with tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
[[money can't buy you back the ♥love♥ that you had then]]

Live life; breathe air
I know, somehow we're gonna get →there
& feel so ~wonderful~
It's all for real~ I'm telling you just how I feel.
There's no chance unless you take one
[[just see the brighter side of every situation]]

Who's to say that darkened clouds must lead to rain?
Who's to say that problems should just go →away~?
Who's to point → a finger at what's not understood? because-
We're all mad in our own way; colors paint the gray away
[[read the story on each page: each reveals a meaning]]


[[everything I do is only to get tangled up in you]]

Have you ever seen the sky so beautiful, COLORFUL...wide & wonderful?
Have you ever felt the sunshine so brilliantly raining down?
Think of all the time ahead; don’t hesitate, contemplate
Have you ever wanted more?
Don’t you know there’s so much~ more?
You’ve got to live with your eyes open; Believe in what you see
Tomorrows horizons full of surprises~
Don’t let them take your ~dreams~ away

Still you said forever
& ever;
迷うことさえ 忘れてゆくよ // 見上げた先へと // 歩き出せるはず // どこまでも行ける // 自分失くさないなら

I want to -shine- on you,
& always like that ~dazzling~ Sun
I will defend you from all the darkness;
This is the /truth/ from my heart~ ♥
When that season visits you,
I will accompany you; anywhere
Come, let's try the world.

I had finally recognized it: it was the same look I give him. A longing for something that was never going to happen.

Everything will work out...somehow.
LIVE FOR TODAY...but look forward to tomorrow.

Hi, Miss Alice...
Still. You do. Not. Answer.
Still. You do. Not. Answer.

♠ [[lies are very very wicked]] ♠

I kissed a girl
& I liked it
[[taste of her cherry chapstick]]
It felt so wrong
It felt so right

"And after all, I was still telling myself that I loved her. But I couldn't do anything."


Zeki is LOVE colorbar by chiren09

Just a day, just an ordinary day...just trying to get by
Just a boy, just an ordinary boy but, he was looking to the sky...
You know I'd walk →a thousand miles← if I could just see you tonight
I don't wanna let this go.
[[do you think time would pass us by?]]

This is the story of a girl,
Her ~pretty~ face she hid from the world
& while she looked so sad and lonely there,
♥ I absolutely love her ♥

Bisexuality is Real.

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